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Second Chances


 Dancing Partners
 

I danced with my demons,

while the angels watched...

In the jungle of my soul

 

I felt the pain and the joy

as we moved through the grass

Our dance was very slow...

 

Run away cried my friends

Move along said my family

but the angels never spoke...

 

I embraced my demons

while the angels watched

They did not turn away...

 

 

I listen for my angels

as I move through the world

where the demons and the angels play....

 

Through a parting of the curtains

I found my moments grace

Peaceful moment buried in today...

 

So I embrace my demons

while they dance with my angels

I came to mourn and stayed to pray.. 

 

I beg you don’t give  up to the darkness
Don't be overtaken by the night
You have another season left
I see you dancing in the light.

 

   

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 A Fable of the Heart or Tao of the Tiger
 

In a far away kingdom, some say never existed, a lonely dragon flew. He watched the fireflies playing with the forest creatures. It was a strange land where everything was left to chance. A place of lost souls and second chances that made no sense and did not attempt to be logical.   

 

Morning mantras called the day and mystical creatures included angels and demons. Throughout the land, that never was, there was an easy freedom and a celebration of   hearts and souls. Puppies and ducks and rats and bears played with Amazon Women. Pirates conversed with fairy tale characters and real live people  appeared, where daisies and two roses grew wild. Strange fruit grew near the forest. Peaches, and cherries and apples were ripe in the trees and squash grew wild. Mystic jewels like diamonds and topaz and emeralds sparkled glowed with a prism of color and truth in the waning light. Flags waved  by a stream where multi-colored fish often stopped to chat. A blue moon appeared to light the nighttime when the twilight grew. It was a bright Spring moon with hope for a new day.    

Wonderful images created by  minds that did not know there was magic were poured into the melding potion. Sleepless souls were puzzled by the confusion and the texture of this strange land. Sometimes, messages of hope were released like balloons to be  caught by the  grieving souls. Some of  those who ventured  out were weary and wary of being hurt again. But they often moved forward bravely, learning that individual magic is a private journey and their fellow travelers wished them well. Touched by each other the spirits changed, but  transformation took many forms.  A train parked by the edge of the land would sometimes  come to life, and offer rides to tired women seeking refuge in a storm.     

A great wonderful Bear and her Mama stirred the mystic forces with their wisdom. A sharing spirit standing on the solid ground of her memories talked of peace and love. Sports were played in an open field and at each inning, the games stopped for a rest. Cake and pie and donuts were served and no one gained any weight. Neverending coffee and other libations were available to those who ate onions and eggs instead of sweets.  

 

The Pie lady completed her journey. She stepped away for a moment and left for a day. Her  sadness had  been written in the stream and transformed to a strength she did not know, was her truest gift.  

Scribes wrote chronicles of the outside world. A distant war was so close that it was feared it would overtake the magic. Many voices raised, to warn of war in the land of the Bible and Noah’s arc. When times of tribulation moved like waves through the mystical land, past explorers, would appear, and calm the storm.  

The  real world was as much a part of the gentle kingdom,  as the inside miracle was of those who traveled there. Like the Whittler, some had the magic when they landed in the place of transformations. Others found their magic here. 

 

Souls wrote their hearts on the wind. Many replaced their sadness with healing. Creations and  tributes with words and music, were monuments  to those who taught them how to laugh. There were some that learned the wizards magic, so well, they shared their gifts for others pleasure.   Lovers told their stories. Stories were written of  heartbreak and hope. Annie came alive and still lives here. 

 

Those who were most blessed are the ones who learned to read. The readers of other people’s  lives, the watchers of miracles were awakened by the journey. The most blessed knew that all miracles are by nature undeserved, but they ride the quickening without guilt. The certain knowledge that a miracle once started cannot stop.

 

In a place, where  spirits remember how to dance and  souls reach forward and back, some have realized that anything is possible. Amazing  inner fires were lit by a strange spark. Dances start romances end coming full circle to the land of the possible. From Alpha woman to Zeta man everyone came for a reason.

In certain parts of  the kingdom,  the karma was intense. The secret was that karma is nothing to fear. Karma is the great leveler and  all good comes from it. The recognition and love was universal. Reflections of the other world, are part of the journey.

         Six welcoming angels with an assortment of  bells and magic dust became the music of the Kingdom.Bright birds were their pets and their messengers. There were brave spirits who shared their healing gardens. Women of deep faith joined the time of awakening. And there was a promise that was whispered into the darkness. It was a strange assortment of muses, and wind chimes, and wayward children who parented themselves. 

 

  Distant Ladies wrote their lives without apology. Presidents and kings laughed out loud. There was sometimes anger and often a need for love and reflection.  Sadly, it was discovered that mothers did not tell all their secrets. Shadows were part of the magic. Pain and joy flowed in unison. There existed great sadness and great hope. Most of all it was a land of transformations, where intrepid travelers shared their journeys. Angry souls became truth seekers when their hearts were known.    The dragon was puzzled and he swore he would remain at a safe distance.  He knew all along that he had a gatekeeper to his heart and he feared to reveal himself. But his transformation was obvious to all who journeyed to the kingdom. He was a beautiful storyteller. His words were pure and his creations  lived. His characters took on their own lives and many gathered near the tomb to hear his tales.  

 

One day in his solitude the dragon explored the land he had learned to love. He watched a great ship and waved at the Captain and his Queen. He saw an iceberg melting into a waterfall and he was drawn by the colors and the spirits so near to his own heart.

 

  The dragon turned into a tiger, and came into the land. And it changed him forever.   

 

  Wayfarers still journey here. A rusted train sits by the forest where it has run off  course. A new railway moves through the land on  different tracks. Some of the jesters took a sojourn to return in the time when the trees change. But mantras still play. Strange phrases still echo in the land. Full moons still shine out of season.  Laughter continues to melt the  ice into rainbow colors, and words still have power in this place. The Tiger welcomes many confused new travelers and  nurtures his own miracle. This is the Tao of the Tiger who later generations will know as one who is not afraid to touch souls or play in the cool waters of the magic stream. This is the story of a former dragon who transformed into a Tiger and a magic kingdom some claim never existed and some believe will never die.

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 The Tree of Life and Death Finally Gets the Axe
 


OCTOBER 31 I posted the 2 blogs below. It was Halloween 2005. Amazingly the day when I first started to feel like this Blogstream was something more than just a journal. Later that night when all the trick or treaters were long gone, I came back to the stream and met more than a handful of you in realtime. I felt a recognition, whether in a karmic sense or to my AA roots it does not matter. Today I read Solid Ground. She says that love is all there is to draw us here. Lots of symbolism all around for me.

Funny thing this week I finally cut my tree down. I was very fond of that tree. I am after all a sensitive, fanciful woman. It had become a home to these beautiful nests of woodpeckers and other birds. I guess I let death win. The tree was half dead when the lightning struck it. I miss it all ready.

Somehow as I watched the tree slowly die I realized my joy of living and my optimism had faded. All my best days were behind me. I truly believed that the car accident had robbed me of my life. I noticed a long time ago that people like me require a spiritual solution to their problems. The lightening strike was the beginning for me. I have had a quickening, an awakening, an appreciation of people, and the threads that connect us. Blessed with second chances and able to remember some of what was lost and experience joy. I am hoping it continues.



It is starting to rain tonight. We could use the rain here. It stormed on Halloween too.
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THE TREE OF LIFE AND DEATH
I just caught up with Polar B and she treated us with a little Halloween Poe on her blog today. This has been a weird Halloween so far. I have to tell you that I left my 14 year old here at the house and left with my Mom to take care of a little property mgmt business (one of the many things I do that don't pay much, but are steady). Well Sami is homeschooling, but apparently she was sleeping as soon as I left.

Here in Dallas a major storm rolled in. This is kinda typical. It rains like hell and lots of thunder and lightening roll through. In 1/2 hr it is gone. Sometimes the sun comes out as the storm passes. Not today though.

Anyway Sami comes in and reads my Ghost Story before she goes back to bed. Less than an hr. later we get our Texas thunderstorm. When I got home my Life/Death tree is scattered around the yard and half hanging off the roof. Some of the branches are lodged against Sami's window. Needless to say Sam is wide awake.

Apparently lightening struck the healthy tree across the cul-de-sac and sawed off the Life (it was the last part that was alive anyway) half of my symbolic tree. I spent an hour moving most of the tree so it can be picked up by the city. My shoes are soaked and my hair is frizzed.

My Dad planted the tree in 1974 (30 yrs and counting). Like most of the trees around here it was well over 30' tall. Anyway a few years ago half of the tree died. I had it cut back but decided to leave it and watch the symbolic struggle of life and death. My daughters tell their friends that this tree is one of the signs that my brain damage is still a problem. I was fond of the tree, but after 3 years it looked like the whole thing was dead. My 17 year old got estimates this weekend as a way to force me or my handyman/friend/lover John to cut it down. He has also been complaining about it.

Now with the tree sheared off it looks like a 25' spaceship or an arrow. The best thing is even if it falls now it will collapse on itself and not harm the roof. I'll be damned if I'm going to cut the tree. I am not sure why I am so attached to it, but it does balance the yard out. My neighbors are mostly retirees and into manicured lawns and bushes. I am sure this tree pisses them off. I hope it doesn't scare off the trick or treaters.

The neighbors fence looks damaged where their tree was hit. Our tree was so dead that it didn't damage the roof and it barely missed breaking Sami's window. I think the branches that are left on the roof from our tree will get blown down fairly easily. I am pretty sure that Sami will not take anymore sleep breaks when she is supposed to be working. I really like my tree (nature becomes art), and Halloween is turning out OK.

Maybe I'll take Polar B's advice and put on a fire tonight. LOLThis Tree Has Got To Go
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I know in my last blog I said I would never cut my tree down, but thanks to Dazey's subtle comment I have come to realize that my tree (due to a lightening strike today) looks like a giant penis in the front yard. Maybe I am indulging in wishful thinking since friend/lover/handyman John is in town and I will get lucky tomorrow at a cheap hotel. One more time John has insisted he will cut this tree down to size. The neighbors are driving around in SUV's inspecting the damage and tomorrow they will probably throw together a picket line. I can see the signs now.

I have always been a sucker for lost causes. I have always wanted to have a giant phallic symbol. Nevertheless, this tree has got to go.

At least it is going out with a bang instead of a whimper. LOL
Coloconnect

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 Happy Birthday Ice
 



May all your stories become real. May all your insights be true.
Happy Birthday Iceman.......we all love you!!!


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 Full Circle or Light Travel
 


Your distance is deceiving
I am not hiding
Come and find me

Like reality TV
I pose for the camera
Do not leave me

Bright lights bouncing
I watch transfixed
A voyuer in the making

A knock at the door
I will not answer
The phone rings
I do not take the call

I am not lost
just wandering
on a stream or light

My recycled soul
finally travels home
so I do not forget
where I live

The light is so much brighter now
that it blinds me
Come and find me

There is no place to hide
Tender times
and half forgotten rhymes
still touch me.

Slow motion lovers
abandon their mothers,
in a high speed world.

Sage burns and,
my heart still yearns
for the cleansing.

A pilgrimage of the soul
to things I already know
I've come full circle.


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