
I woke up late this morning..I don't have to be in the outside office till tomorrow..I never sleep in, but last night I took a sinus pill. Several times a year when the clouds hang low my left side starts to go out on me.....I refuse the pain....like my dear Captain suggests I convert an exit through my finger tips and tell myself that the "pain is weakness leaving my body" .Lately I have been applying a mix of spearmint oils and eucalyptus....and I think fleetingly that I hope Cher's headache is better now..but I take the sinus pill to open up the blood flow to my head and I burn sage to purify and I thank God for my recovery....which was not supposed to be.
I noticed that the coffee is running low and wanted to supplement with some Iced juice....When I opened the freezer I saw the Crown....and the pork chops....
I wasn't sure if my Mom was drinking or Sam was on a slip again...but a whiskey slip? Out of character out of place......Out of sync....not my refrigerator!
"Mom they're waiting for you in the living room"....Sami went back to her workout and my Mom went back to her soap operas.
Somehow I knew it would be Dan and Shanna....."Puppy and Ice?" I ventured. "Well sometimes Dan does call me Pup but you can use our names."
"I would offer you something to drink, but I see Dan brought his own and it looks like you brought your refrigerator as well...."
Not being good at dialogue I will not try to capture all the details. I will tell you that Puppy (Shanna) laughs with her whole body and Dan (Ice) does get that faraway look that Puppy talks about. They touch a lot.
Ice is the first one on the Stream to feature other bloggers in his story and to update that story while the comments were coming in. Puppy will not take credit for the digital shorthand but she is the first one to interpret it and speaks the language often.
Deja vu......we were talking about why the stream is mystical. We were afraid to really put it on the table. Somehow I think Ice wants me to write my wagontrain theory. He and Puppy are what I would call open realists. Like Dazey and Prank and Belle and Scratch and Heather and so many others.....You have often allowed me my "crazy lady" concepts whether you disagree or not.
When I talk on the phone to Dazey I sometimes use her blog name. She always laughs and says that's OK......But Dazey never calls me Colo.
If deja vu is as Leo says, remembering past lives and foretelling future events based on karmic memories, then that explains a lot. If the Blogstream is a place that souls have gathered or regathered that explains even more....
If that is scary and confusing to some it is to me too....But I know I am supposed to be here....and I know that Puppy and Ice are likely to pop back into my living room and someday I will meet them for real....I have no doubts that the stream is not about geography, or history, but about a spiritual reconnection....
If I seem familar to you, I probably am. There is a reason for this "dysfunctional family picnic" that Lucy is preparing for us and that Diesel will return for.. Mariablu (blumoon who is herself) will add some family recipes..Love does not disappear when shared it grows.
Now see, Dan has me writing this stuff again...This stuff that scares Six and puzzles RitaB but draws her in....this stuff that angers some to rage and makes Pioneer wish he had a normal Blogsite...this stuff that makes Dazey smile..this stuff that makes Debyd wonder...This stuff that makes HM a little nervous....the deja vu of the soul that so many here recognize....
PolarB when you read this I want you to know that my feet are on the ground. I am not sure if we are moving from one life to another or not, but we are moving all right. Into the summer and into the light we travel.
Souls reaching out for each other and feeling relief when the reconnecting threads touch.... Welcome aboard. It doesn't matter when you arrive we will not sail without you. You are supposed to be here....
I wanted to add another image but the strange energy of the stream prevails