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Second Chances


 Affiming Life or Dancing With Myself
 

I found a very funny website....it is owned by a guy named Drew from Columbus Ohio. His site contains a warning for the internet stalkers and bullies that have harassed him.

Please check him out at...... www.toothpastefordinner.com

I enjoyed Drew's public statement. The poor guy has endured a lot for the sake of maintaining his freedom of expression. Makes my experience seem like a walk in the park....and he was not to blame for anything...I did have some resposibility for reaching out in the wrong directions.

He sells t-shirts and other merchandise and shares his look at life on his site and in his MySpace blog. I wish he was on the Stream. The cartoons in this blog are his.

I was going to write a blog about meditation and I found Drew's site. So I am sure that my thoughts are mixing together and I am not sure what the results will be.

Today I will plant an herb garden. And soon the smell of spearmint will remind me of my daddy. And my soul will smile.


Today I will take a long walk by myself. And soon I will stop and realize that I am not lonely. And my heart will heal.


Today I will make memories. And soon I will realize each one has left an imprint. And my soul will dance.



Today I will look into another reflecting puzzle. And soon I will be awed that the tapestry is complete. And my spirit will see.


Today I will touch raindrops and watch clouds. And soon I will become a shapeshifter. And I will laugh at myself.


Posted by Coloconnect at 4:05 PM - 39 Comments   Add a Comment  
 
 Awe or a Rainbow Parachute in the Growing Darkness
 

Lower Eastside Artists May 22-July 5
Opened May 22, 6-8 p.m.
Theater For The New City
155 First Avenue, NY NY
212-254-1109

Mary E. Berning...I will remember that name. I think her site is

http:www.maryberning.com

This morning I did a search on ..."awe" and it brought me to an artist named Mary E. Berning. She is displaying her watercolors and sculpture in New York. Like Beverly Bishop and Polar B her work touches souls and changes moods. My awe was of a different nature when I started this post.


This morning my Mom went wandering with her friend Bob. Sami is at her friend's house gathering items for a garage sale. I met with a tenant before she travels to Nigeria. I made a phone call to the new handyman to get some work done at the center. I watched the thunderstorm clouds gather in a Texas sky. I thought of Puppys post and the West Texas sky. I remembered the Dazey Storm on the Spiral Path that Dazey wrote. Then I watched my fascinating Lucy respond to comments on her blog. I read the comments on mine and the awe grew.

Awestruck....Awe inspiring ........Awesome

I'm easy that way.
Posted by Coloconnect at 11:40 AM - 14 Comments   Add a Comment  
 
 Question Marks or Highway Signs
 




Clean slate
Full plate
Right turn
Soul churn
Tucked you in
Hope you win

I have always been slow to grow. I think maybe it has kept me alive. A work in progress, a journey, a word arranger, an image thief. I can't fix myself in my own head. I am still recovering. So I continue to pray and meditate. I am unfinished, incomplete, and unsure of my destination. But I can float and I can fly. The joy is larger than the pain. Tomorrow perhaps I will find another signpost, a highway sign to give me more direction. Maybe someday soon, I will have more answers than questions. I'm simple that way. It doesn't take much for me to enjoy the journey.

Tomorrow is a whole new day to write on.

Posted by Coloconnect at 2:30 AM - 28 Comments   Add a Comment  
 

 Deja Vu is Presumptuous or Alternate Reality
 



I woke up late this morning..I don't have to be in the outside office till tomorrow..I never sleep in, but last night I took a sinus pill. Several times a year when the clouds hang low my left side starts to go out on me.....I refuse the pain....like my dear Captain suggests I convert an exit through my finger tips and tell myself that the "pain is weakness leaving my body" .Lately I have been applying a mix of spearmint oils and eucalyptus....and I think fleetingly that I hope Cher's headache is better now..but I take the sinus pill to open up the blood flow to my head and I burn sage to purify and I thank God for my recovery....which was not supposed to be.

I noticed that the coffee is running low and wanted to supplement with some Iced juice....When I opened the freezer I saw the Crown....and the pork chops....

I wasn't sure if my Mom was drinking or Sam was on a slip again...but a whiskey slip? Out of character out of place......Out of sync....not my refrigerator!

"Mom they're waiting for you in the living room"....Sami went back to her workout and my Mom went back to her soap operas.

Somehow I knew it would be Dan and Shanna....."Puppy and Ice?" I ventured. "Well sometimes Dan does call me Pup but you can use our names."

"I would offer you something to drink, but I see Dan brought his own and it looks like you brought your refrigerator as well...."

Not being good at dialogue I will not try to capture all the details. I will tell you that Puppy (Shanna) laughs with her whole body and Dan (Ice) does get that faraway look that Puppy talks about. They touch a lot.

Ice is the first one on the Stream to feature other bloggers in his story and to update that story while the comments were coming in. Puppy will not take credit for the digital shorthand but she is the first one to interpret it and speaks the language often.

Deja vu......we were talking about why the stream is mystical. We were afraid to really put it on the table. Somehow I think Ice wants me to write my wagontrain theory. He and Puppy are what I would call open realists. Like Dazey and Prank and Belle and Scratch and Heather and so many others.....You have often allowed me my "crazy lady" concepts whether you disagree or not.

When I talk on the phone to Dazey I sometimes use her blog name. She always laughs and says that's OK......But Dazey never calls me Colo.

If deja vu is as Leo says, remembering past lives and foretelling future events based on karmic memories, then that explains a lot. If the Blogstream is a place that souls have gathered or regathered that explains even more....

If that is scary and confusing to some it is to me too....But I know I am supposed to be here....and I know that Puppy and Ice are likely to pop back into my living room and someday I will meet them for real....I have no doubts that the stream is not about geography, or history, but about a spiritual reconnection....

If I seem familar to you, I probably am. There is a reason for this "dysfunctional family picnic" that Lucy is preparing for us and that Diesel will return for.. Mariablu (blumoon who is herself) will add some family recipes..Love does not disappear when shared it grows.

Now see, Dan has me writing this stuff again...This stuff that scares Six and puzzles RitaB but draws her in....this stuff that angers some to rage and makes Pioneer wish he had a normal Blogsite...this stuff that makes Dazey smile..this stuff that makes Debyd wonder...This stuff that makes HM a little nervous....the deja vu of the soul that so many here recognize....

PolarB when you read this I want you to know that my feet are on the ground. I am not sure if we are moving from one life to another or not, but we are moving all right. Into the summer and into the light we travel.

Souls reaching out for each other and feeling relief when the reconnecting threads touch.... Welcome aboard. It doesn't matter when you arrive we will not sail without you. You are supposed to be here....

I wanted to add another image but the strange energy of the stream prevails
Posted by Coloconnect at 1:02 PM - 60 Comments   Add a Comment  
 
 Pulse Points or Bathed in the Waters of the Stream
 


Forged in the fires of the spirit
Bathed in the waters of the stream
I hear the echo of your lives
reaching forward, looking back
and I am forever changed

Angels circling the moon
wings beat out a gentle sound
This heartbeat of the soul
still lifts me from the ground

Burning sage in the nighttime
music drifting to my door
Broken hearts bleeding rainbows
Perhaps it is a trick of time
or a white magic quickening

Angels light the dark
No shadows left behind
The pulse of your soul
becomes the journey of my mind

Posted by Coloconnect at 12:19 AM - 46 Comments   Add a Comment  
 
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